[	mood	|	content	]
[	music	|	mom on the phone	]

so sadies was AWESOME!!!
friday morning ryan brought me breakfast, starbucks, and a cd of a song he wrote and sang for me. wayyyy cute. hes the sweetest thing ever. =]

then saturday after seting up forever, me and kelsi got ready and went to get our dates. took pictures in ryans front yard. took professional pictures at the mall. ate dinner at wendys. (yeah, thats what the boys wanted) went to the dance. a million girls danced with ryan. hes got a fanclub. then after the dance we went iceskating. and then got milkshakes. then took the boys home at midnight. then me and kelsi came back to my house and slept in our sadies shirts. then my mom and us 2 talked forever about the night before in the morning. love those little chitchats with my mommy. =]

schools been alright. some classes are getting better than they used to be. studentaide sucks cuz its only me and justin together, but i luv him. i like our talks. weve gone thru the same things at the same times. both our last relationships broke cuz of the same reasons, and were both real intertested in someone new. its nice to relate to someone about everything going on. and english class is better too. im stick a complete moron in there, but i like richard and andrew. they make me laugh. i draw pictures for richard. =] its fun. creative writing bugs me cuz of all the freaks in there. they seriously annoy the crap outta me.

im still debating on whether or not i should run for studentcouncil next year. just some issues that make me think twice about it have occured lately. i donno what to dooooo!

well thats about it, thats new with me.

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	none	]

a quick update on whats been going on in my life:

-if anyones heard that im talking crap about them... dont believe it. some certain people get a sick pleasure out of ruining friendships of other people. i have awesome friends, no family problems, im doing good in school, the guy i like really exsists, and ive kept one true best friend for 6 years. i understand he could get a tad jealous or something and try to ruin all that. but hey, hes not gonna. =)

-so i hadnt hung out with quinton in awhile. and i did this week/weekend. it was good getting caught up with him and hanging out again. because rumors had been spread about what we say about eachother... and it was nice to know we could care less what other people say cuz we know its not true. i ended up calling him in tears the other night and he made me realize that all these people really are my best friends and no stupid guy can ruin it. and then he was having some friend issues last night so i got him tacobell to make him feel better haha. food is defintally the key to that guys heart. =)

-the boy i like.... ah i donno. one day i think positively, the next im all negative about it. but HE actualy called ME yesterday. which got me all excited ofcourse. we hung out. it was good. its so nice to know that all guys arent jerks and there really is a such thing as a good guy. and i found him. =)

-sadies is in 3 weeks. im sooo excited. we got some decorations yesterday. but we have a lot more we still need to get. and im getting clothes for the dance today. =)

[	mood	|	ecstatic	]
[	music	|	my diry little secret	]

so my winter break has been tons of fun.

spent the first week in virginia.
so good to spend time with jess again.
and see all the people i met over summer again.
and meet some more new kids.
i absolutely love it out there.

my trip consisted of:
wrestling practice
2 trips to the mall
5 trips to walmart
a "heather&jessica only" day
crawford road
somewhat of a double date
lots of milkshakes
tons of tacobell
jackfrost
50+ retarded pictures
30 games of speed
pouring alcohol on a tree
dealing cards for poker
laughing at/with drunk guys
christmas presents
TPing a car
baking
&& lots of laughing.

time of my life.
cant wait for fourth of july to go out again.
and a cruise next winter break!!

but vegas has been lots of fun as well.
starbucks with quinton on xmas eve.
lots of family time during the holidays.

a night out with the best guys ever.
[[quinton tyson bill]]
dinner
cold stone
stalking
ol millers ranch
driving around neighborhoods
toilet paper
blonde moments

& i spent the day today with all them today  + joe
starbucks with quinton and adam
lunch at paul lees
joe bought his first cellphone
walmart
quinton's house
and my house
and TPing billy's car

im loving life.

[	mood	|	irritated	]
[	music	|	mom vacuuming	]

some advice from me...incase youll ever need it:

-dont be shallow. it gets you no where...whats the point of liking someone because of their looks? sure...youll have nice pictures from the dance and everyone will be jealous of you going with this really cute guy...but if you dont talk. at all. minus a whole 5 words each day. how fun is that?? its not fun. at all.

-dont like the most popular guy in school. every other girl does too. it turns into some big competition. with lots of stupid girl drama. and the boy has no idea about his "fan club"

-dont get your hopes up. dont get excited when he smiles at you. he smiles at everyone. dont get excited by what he tells his sister. he can talk to her about other girls too. dont dress up and curl your hair in the morning. he wont notice. it wont make him talk to you or like you.

-dont get excited about doing stuff with him over the weekend. he has a job.

boys are dumbbbbbbbb.

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	thats the good stuff-idk who sings it	]

so things have been looking up for me.

i found out monday this one kid said hed go to sadies w/me. but i kept hearing of all these other girls who wanted to go w/him, so i decided to just hurry up and ask before anyone else could. haha.

i got some friends who are absolutely awesome. and helped me get everything together by today so we could do it.

it was pretty much one of the funnest things ever. from waking up at 4am with too many butterflies in my tummy to tying balloons on his car to watching him run fullspeed outside to hearing him say "yes".

and i been talkin to jess a lot. which i love. 3 weeks + 2 days til i go out there. im sooooo excited. i can hardly wait. its gonna be fun. and it should be snowing!!

and schools ehk. boring.

im excited to eat tomorrow. =) fatty.

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	not a day goes by-lonestar	]

my week:

stuco jr class drama. im over it. im just like whatever. people have been agreeing with me and i could care less of what other people think of me at this moment. i gots my true friends at my own lunch table!! haha

school sucks. incredibly bad. i wish i could graduate tomorrow morning.

as for my love life:

i wrote this poem about this one guy. and he'll know its him if we share them in front of the class. im hoping he'll get over himself and realize this no talking bs is just gay. it is. it does no good besides the fact that we dont fight. but id rather fight then not laugh, not smile, and not hang out. but whateverrrrrrrrrr.

i think i kinda like this one boy. who called me outta the blue again tonight to hang out. pretty nice. im most thankful for krystal. mom thought going out for dinner for adams bday is more important than going out with one of the hottest guys at school so i cried and compromised that krystal can come pick me up from olive garden and take me to my house so he can still pick me up there. so i ate a cheeto for dinner, curled my hair in about 5 mins, krystal picked out my outfit, and did my make up...while he waited downstairs. krystal gave him the "dad speach"...treat me right. haha. i love her so very much. so yeah it was a good night...and its always nice to find out that all boys arent assholes. =)

tomorrow=plans with quinton. since i fell asleep this afternoon and went out with another dude tonight.

[	mood	|	excited	]
[	music	|	none.	]

mmmmk a quick update on the life of me:

a boy in my english class i thought didnt even know what my name was likes me i guess? how neat.
a very very cute boy invited me to go to haunted house w/him. but i was out, and he doesnt have my cell number. how lame yet good.
my grades are somewhat good i guess. photo=shit. APenglish=A. how shocking.
kennys all done dating ashley. i think its somehow related to me. but thats why they broke up last time too. how upsetting for her.
traffic school is tomorrow morning. damn accident i got into. how stupid.
i got HP4 movie tickets off fandango. im goin the day it comes out. how exciting.
50 days til virginia. how extremely exciting.

and thats about it. =)

[	mood	|	stressed	]
[	music	|	good morning beautiful-keith urban	]

last friday night. did nothing. lots of fun. tyson tyson quinton lindsey kayla taylor r. and me watched movies at my house. and me and quinton did a taco bell run. boy did i look fat carrying all that food out. :) then lindsey slept over. we lasted 2 hours on the trampoline before getting too cold and slept on the couch haha. then saturday, krystal was the only one who came over on time for our float. jonna was outta town, mrs. saurer was late but still showed up, and rachel broke her phone? lame. the whole float things stressing me out more than it should. we dont have our trailor again this saturday, so were working on smaller stuff til we get it. we decided lindsey will be over at my house everyday, everyones over saturday and tuesdays. and kenny and joe need to come over when we build.

kennys talking to me again. since monday. already had about 3274784 fights. he poored water on me at subway too. jerk.

and monday was baddddd. good day at school, then it went downhill. i was on my way to drop off my aunts puppy and go to open house, when i got in my first car accident! nothing big, my fault, my cars getting a makeover this weekend but its sstill driveable. it was pretty much one of the scariest things ever. thank god it was in front of my house and my brother could run and get my parents. i was crying and let my mom and dad talk to the lady i hit and the cop.so we showed up at open house a lil late lol.

and yesterday was an odd days. i hate those. nothing good happened.rachel wasnt at the meeting again tho. that caused a lil more stress.

today was alright. i love my new math class. i actually have a good math teacher for once.i talked quinton outta going to football practice and study hall again tho. i really should quit that, its bad for him. so i hung out with him today. then lindsey. then both of us plus tyson. awh his moms making me and lindseys anklets. cute. and we went to tacobell ofcourse. me and quinton took all my pennies outta my car. i was going to really pay with them too..until quinton and tyson had some silver changed that i used instead.

STILL need a stupid homecoming date. getting desperate now. i want to buy my dress and stuff. do the fun stuff.

and i miss alecia incredibly bad. i wish we could have our chitchats with some deltaco. need to talk to that girl. :(

been talking to jess a lot tho. even on the phone. thats defintally the best parts of my days. love bestfriend talks with her.
80-something days til i visit virginia again!!

[	mood	|	confused	]
[	music	|	good morning beautiful-keith urban	]

so last night was the Varsity football game...we won! we're 3-0. its like a miracle. it was funnnn. minus the end. when the stands were PACKED and fights started and stuff. ...mojaves so ghetto. so i had joe walk me to my car cuz i wasnt walking around mojave at night by myself. then a couple of us white kids went to jack in the box. and there was crap goin on in the parking lot so we left that. we couldnt get away from it lol

homecomings in like a month. and im still dateless. unlike everyone else. i feel like such a loser. i guess i had a date..but he pretty much ditched me for another girl. long story. boys are dumb.

schools starting to suck already. its getting hard. i hate it. and ive already lost my math book. shittttt.

but im excited about the stuff coming up in studentcouncil. 4th period is so hectic..but its gonna be worth it in the end. i love all the people in it and nobody fights or anything. its great.